Day 4: Standing still

 I am so tired of standing still. I don't know how or why I slipped into this shell of a person I am today but I'm not happy. I must do something to move forward. ANYTHING. I don't want to die like this. I don't want to look back and say, well those last 20 or so years were a waste for the most part; on my part. 

Time to try to make a plan. ANY plan. Keeping my fingers crossed.