What is Happy?
What is happy? I know I'm not most of the time. Is anyone really? Is there a point to trying to be? Shouldn't you just be able to find something that makes you happy. For me I think it would be living in a place where it's green and I could go for walks through a forest. It could be on a trail, I'm not picky. It would be having a home that I didn't have to take care of almost exclusively by myself. I love my house but the constant cleaning up gets so very very tiring. Especially since I work a job myself. Sure it's from home but it's still my work. I'd love to give up on the dream of ever selling art and just never feel that pull again. It's exhausting. I'd get someone else to set up my site for me but I don't have the money. I feel like I'm wasting so much life but honestly who knows if I am? I miss the beach. I miss having friends who live near me and actually check in on me to see if I'M ok. I miss having chances to take. I mi
